shucks.

so *YES* shit happened yesterday. Last night. at one-ish.
decided our difference meant we couldnt ever be together. jeez. *FINE*
J texted this morning. what a surprised, a *nice* one :)

today is Friday.

Wesak Day, no school. aahhh, what liberty. :)
got a haircut. nothing drastic. looks pretty much the same except its more layered and shoorter (harder to handle) fringe. needs to be blown too. gosh. xD

watched Dear John, almost cried. ALMOST, but didnt :p
rather sweet. the main characters didnt die tho. yippeee! you know nicholas sparks likes to kill off at least one character every time, but not this time. haha.

OMG, stupid keyboard is lagging. ==

anyway, i realised that i still miss him. saw him yesterday and boy was it hard to actually see him. grace doesnt understand tho. :\ nevertheless, im trying hard to forget him :)

W seems like a nice guy. but rather boring :X

OMG. no way.

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!
OFF ALL PEOPLE, HER!
i cant believe it. its surreal. she CANT be in a relationship and lost her first kiss. SHE JUST CANT.

i know you might think im mad and TOTALLY overboard but the truth is, im NOT.
ITS HER FOR GOODNESS SAKE.
Kill me. seriously. LOL

but i gotta admit. she hid it quite well. hmm, TOO well in fact. i cant wait to perli her but i CANT :X i promised not to say anything and i wont. Aisheh, such a good friend ehhhh. =D

sejarah folio-ing now. HAHA. dont know if its right or wrong :(
nevermind, not like i care anyway. :P

i've been thinking about it.

SO. i've been thinking about getting another blog for a while. Well, HERE it is (:
not like anyone will ever know about it. It shall be my secret diary! Whhooooot! haha.

Basically, im so low right now that im high. ironic. jeeez.

Hm, what'dya expect? betrayed by a childhood f(r)iend, so far not-so-great results for mid-year, sejarah folio is due tomorrow and yeah..fencing tonight. the first in a month. damn.

Funny how i had so much to write(or type) but i when im actually doing it, my mind is like *blank*
shows im not a natural blogger. haha. nevertheless, im gonna keep this blog. it will be simple, with words from within. not to please anyone else but me. =) hm, sheer joy.

current dillema: to text or not to text.. want to but dont want to. confusion. SIGH.

ohh ohhhh OHH. i got formspring! i wonder what people are gonna ask :D